And me yesterday...
You would think that after losing 58 lbs, that one would look like they lost 58 lbs. I took pictures last night, and I look no different. Exactly the same fat ass that I was looking at before. What the hell??
As fat as I look in the photo... I can only imagine if I had 58 lbs on me, how much worse, I must have looked. How freaking embarrassing.
On a different note, I am starting my photographing people class tonight. Should be fun. I really need to know how to set up my lights and stuffs!
So I need to lose another 20 lbs, hopefully right away.... and another 20 by Xmas. THEN, hopefully, I will look good. My sister, who weighs slightly more than I do right now... looks great to me. But I just look like a fat ass. I just don't understand.... What a horrible body I have.
1 comment:
I think it does look like you lost a lot of weight! You are beautiful in both photos though. You're too hard on yourself - I know... I struggle with my weight. I look at food and gain weight. I was a big nerd in middle school. Anyhow, you had 3 little ones and all the stress aside from the normal stress... the weight will come off.
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