I think I am going to stop doing derby and take up running instead. I see that I have very little time in my life anymore for anything other than derby. I really enjoy the game. I do not like the game playing amongst people. Some of the stuff that has been going on has been very disturbing and I shouldn't be surprised. Bud put a lot of effort into our league. I feel sad, watching the person that he went to bat for, come in and take everything over, as if she wanted this league and did everything we agreed on from the beginning. She talks to me and tells me she agrees with what I am saying and even after I call a truce and say that we both need to stop whatever behavior is causing the current problem, it still continues. Just hours after. I get "not being perfect" and once in a while being bitchy or saying something inappropriate, but when you are doing it within minutes of walking out, and calling it "problem solving" or whatever, I just can't accept that you are actually keeping true to your word.
Life is just too short. It was too short to waste on driving to Port Huron to feel like I was being abused, and it was too short to deal with selfish people who just didn't care about me. And I guess that is what this is now.
If one person just keeps doing everything, and then complaining about it... and then still doing it, then getting angry or "bitchy" because it doesn't go as she planned, then jumps back in and takes over. Then yeah, it looks like you are doing everything. Most people don't care. I do. If the business practice is bad. If this person just has a bad reputation amongst a group of people, but people deal with her because she just acts oblivious to the fact that she is doing anything wrong. I mean, there are some serious issues when you bring up something to someone and instead of accepting responsibility for what they did they say... "and vice versa". You can't work with people like that. And like I said... Life is just too short.
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