Last night I went to my sister's house. Her fiance just turned 30. The kids all had fun. It has been a good distraction. Last year we missed it, because we were in Balimore. Today, Emerald had surgery,and they removed 95% of that stupid tumor. I can't believe that it grew back so fast. The stupid thing. Anyway. So we had fun, we ate cake, we laughed at the kids, acting silly.
Life just moves on... it is almost annoying. Someday we will all be at the end of ours too. I am kind of anxious for that day, because I want to know. I want in on the surprise. But at the same time, I would rather... just know the surprise now, it would help me really live. I guess I can live regardless... I mean... I don't have to live without knowing that I will eventually find out. We will. We all die. Given. So I try not worry about it. Life won't hold that secret from me.
Last night I went to my sister's house. Her fiance just turned 30. The kids all had fun. It has been a good distraction. Last year we missed it, because we were in Balimore. Today, Emerald had surgery,and they removed 95% of that stupid tumor. I can't believe that it grew back so fast. The stupid thing. Anyway. So we had fun, we ate cake, we laughed at the kids, acting silly. 
Life just moves on... it is almost annoying. Someday we will all be at the end of ours too. I am kind of anxious for that day, because I want to know. I want in on the surprise. But at the same time, I would rather... just know the surprise now, it would help me really live. I guess I can live regardless... I mean... I don't have to live without knowing that I will eventually find out. We will. We all die. Given. So I try not worry about it. Life won't hold that secret from me.
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