I feel like this...

Today I woke up with a crook in my neck. It seems to radiate to my right arm, my right lower back, and my right leg. It is on the right side of my neck too. It hurts. Maybe I am getting the flu. I hope not. I have a lot to do this week.

I have been trying to take more pictures. I am including the shots I take here. We shall see if they get any better over time, eh?? My kids are strange, so they give me lots of oppertunity to get some different shots.

I also need to get organised. That should be a real challenge. We are saving for a house, it should take forever and a day to save enough. I will do it. It is something I really, really want. Hopefully by this time next year we will be out of here.

I miss Emerald. I heard something today that goes along with what I always say... that you can only control your reaction. Well, we only have control over the little things. We have control over so very little... all we can do is try to do the best with the stuff we have. I mean. I can use my brain to help me make choices, but what happens once it is out of my hands, well, that isn't in my control. To understand that really helps ease the burdon of life on me. I am not responsible for how someone reacts to me. I do what I can to be the best person and make choices that are responsible. You can't do any more than that. The whole world is a mass of people, each making a choice and each of us reacting to the choices they make. It is a wonder that we get by at all. If even a quarter of the people are making a bad choice at the time we are making a good choice, then they can impact us in a negative way. And then we have yet another choice to make, based on someone else's bad choice.

Seriously too much thinking for me.

LOL

Well, I am off to bed.