The Holiday Season.

I posted today on FB, about Holiday = Holy Day. I got deleted by someone, and people argued that Christmas is celebrated only at this time, and other holidays need to find their own day. Most of the people just agreed to disagree, which is nice. One posted that we are all just searching for "truth". Quite honestly, I wanted to post that I wasn't searching for truth at all. I wanted money and power. Because personally, I am not searching for "truth". Religion doesn't take a very big spot in my life. I mostly just want to live my life and be the best I can be. I want to honor my family, and myself. I want Emerald to be remembered. I want to leave a legacy for my kids... by helping them to grow to be the best adults they can be.

But I am not concerned about God. And I am at peace with that. Unfortunately, it is one of those things that you can't say to anyone, because if you do, they would get all upset. So I pretty much just keep it to myself. I hope that Emerald's soul isn't waiting around for me. I hope that it is being used and loved by other people... if that is how it works. Seems kind of wasteful and silly to think that perhaps there is a place like this... only heaven, where people are sitting around. People have a way of putting their own experiences as a spin on things. Just look at the movie, "It's a Wonderful Life". I love that movie. But poor Clarence. It makes me think that the heaven's would be talking about me behind my back. Like I was a sub-par angel or something. LOL

I can't say one way or the other about truth. I don't really care. Just treat others with love and respect. That's the important thing.