Changed the scenery...

3 of my 4 kids are going to be in school in two weeks. Crazy. Just me and Eliza at home all day. It will be great, I think.

I have all these ideas on what I can get done, hopefully, I can follow through with my ideas. I have lots of stuff I want to make for christmas gifts. I have all this fabric... I want to make some purses, I want to make diapers. I want to get everything painted here. I want to try my hand at chain maille jewelry...

I have been trying to get everything I have to get done, done. Moving into a smaller place has been trying. Just getting along with my husband is trying. I have foster care paperwork, adoption paperwork, daycare paperwork. Plus, getting the headstart stuff done for the kids to go there.

I didn't get into the nursing program. I was expecting to. I should have gotten in. I will be reapplying in December, will find out in February if I get to start in April. Hopefully, I can. At the same time, I will be applying at another school, so I have another chance at getting in somewhere else. There are a few schools I could go to, but I am going to have to figure out their pre-requisite courses, they all have their own.

I feel like such a loser because I didn't get in. One of my friends said something like... I am so disappointed you didn't get in. I actually heard, "I am so disappointed in you, that you didn't get in." Oh well, there is nothing I can do, except work to get in this next time.

I have been so out of touch lately. Life with 4 kids, is a lot busier than life with only the 2 I had living with me just 3 years ago.