I was looking at caringbridge sites today... and I can't believe how resentful I feel when I see that someone's else's child has beat cancer. Resentful, jealous... I mean, I am happy for them. I just feel so empty for myself. Nothing can fix it.
Maybe I sound like a bitch. I am not being one. I am just expressing a feeling I have. I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone else. Ever.
2 comments:
Kim, I'm sure you are not the only Mom that feels that way.I keep trying to think of something else to write but everything sounds so inadequate. Keep breathing!! I wanted to forward an email on to you that maybe you would be interested in. Not sure what your correct email address is anymore so send me one if you want me to forward this to you.
Kris Guerro chinnk@aol.com
your kid dying really fucking sucks.... i think of her so much, especially around halloween..........
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