I feel so guilty for hating life so much this last two years. I miss her so much. I feel like it is a dirty horrible secret that I just want her back, at almost any cost. To put my arms around her again. To hear her sweet little voice and see her smile, and watch her laugh.
I just miss her so much.
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I wish I could bring her back for you. It just sucks that she isnt here with you. ((hugs))
i'm sorry that you're hurting so...your guilt is totally normal and understandable...life will get better, even though you don't want it to sometimes...
"it can't rain all the time" -eric draven, The Crow
I suddenly thought to call you today, but when I tried it said your message queue was full.
It occurred to me that you might possibly have heard of a family I know in your area whose little boy has a brainstem glioma.
Two nights ago one of your local hospice services called child protective services on them and they were on last night's evening news.
This is their little boy Chase's site.
Email me sometime if you get a chance. I pray you are finding at least a little comfort.
I want her back too. :(
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