I decided to move stuff around in my room.
Doesn't seem like a big deal, but because Emerald died in my bed, I was hesitent to move it from the exact spot it was in, when she died. But why? Part of me thinks that if it is in the same spot, then maybe I will have more dreams of her. But I don't. It has been almost 7 months, and I can count on one hand the dreams I have had that I remember.
Besides, we need to eventually move from this house, and moving stuff around, helps me work in that direction, I guess.
The holidays are going to be so hard. Especially Halloween. I saw matching mom and daughter vampiress costumes, Emerald would have LOVED them. Tristy is going to be a vampire in honor of Emerald this year. He misses her as much as I do, I think.
We finally rebooked our cruise. We leave December 4th. I have a craft show the day before. The one Emerald made me do last year. Should be exhausting... LOL
Well, back to cleaning.
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